To that question
You could never
Ask me,
I still
Don't have
An Answer.
What are those questions that we can never ask? Too personal, too painful, too close to the answer we think we already know, to the answer we don't wish to hear? Is there knowledge we really don't want to have? Skeletons better left in closets? Loves that ought not speak their names? Dead better left buried and forgotten?
Questions hang unasked in the air, potentials not actualized, thresholds unpassed. How can we reply? Perhaps we feel that unformed question and strain to hear it. We lean into the moment to catch a hint. Do we dare to break the spell of silence and give voice to the question we feel is hanging between us? Can we tear away the veil?
To act in response to unasked questions, to projections of questions that really are our own gives rise to a world of shadow boxing, puppets dancing in thin air. What you think that unasked question is may be really nothing more than your own question to yourself. Do you have an answer now?
2 comments:
Thankyou for a very beautiful post.
Oh, I know these questions all too well. My ego tells me that the price of asking and answering such questions is too high, that it's not worth it, that nothing good will come of it, that it's just not necessary.
(Everything's okay here, boss. Just keep moving on by.)
For me, at least, it takes great courage (and great suffering) to approach these questions.
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